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HELLO FEAR - WHAT DO YOU HAVE FOR ME?

Did you also grow up with this story that on one end there is fear and on the other there is Love?

I recently discovered, it is really not a useful story.

What it did to me, or, what I did with it is that every time I started to feel fear I was a NO to it. Unconsciously I decided that that part of my experience was not okay, not allowed.

Guess what happened? I was still afraid, just became better and better at numbing it, at pretending I wasn’t afraid. 

RAGE

BECAUSE SOMETHING COMPLETELY DIFFERENT IS POSSIBLE RIGHT NOW

I hear you complaining about your asshole boss and incompetent coworkers, blaming the government because they are psychopathic power hungry monsters who don’t care about anyone, I hear you criticizing your partner in your head — why is she telling me this? doesn’t she see I can’t deal with that right now? God, why do I even try to be a good person? At the end of the day everything I do is not enough, not enough money, not enough time, what am I even doing here?? and how can anyone be on time with this fucking traffic?!